Sabtu, 17 September 2011

memory is beautiful...



gmbr sebagai hiasan coz i dont have a picture of atok..


u r the one...only one atok i ever had..
ur the best one...
suddently i miss u so much...miss our memory when i was young...
when they make me cry...u make me smile...
when i go to rumah mak uda,i will go n c u..
but the one that i klaka about u...
u alwaz eat maggie...y atok???
when i want it u will say " jangan,maggie tak baik utk otak. ikah kne blajar pandai2. jangan jadi orang yg tertinggal"
hmmmm...wahhhh feel like crying...:)

about 11 year u leave us...
when u damly sick,i can accept that...
i still remember the moment...

subuh,ayah wake me up and say that we need to go to atok house...
i c ur body...with the not really gud conditions...
i'm still stay beside u until afternoon n ayah say " angah,balik mandi. acik will send u."
i have no gud feeling " no..akk tak nk balik..cmne kalau atok...tak nak...akk nk stay"
but as a daughter i have to listen what my parent say ryte.
then acik send me back to my home..
after a while when we arrive,ayah call acik n say that atok is not with us anymore...
i can't accept that...at that tyme i really marah kt ayah...coz suruh me balik...

for i week saya tak bercakap dgn ayah...
i feel very sad...
ayah try pujuk n atlast i'm ok...

masa tu saya masih muda...arwah atok adalah orang yang paling rapat dgn saya..
bila ayah marah saya,saya akan ngadu kt atok..hehehe...ngade kn??hehehe
n atok will buy me keropok yg besaaaaarrrr...wewewewewewewewe...
ayah juz geleng kepala coz atok sgt memanjakan sy...
thats y when atok takde,i feel alone..

semoga atok n nenek dirahmati-Nya..
Al-fatihah..


2 ulasan:

Ibnu Ziemad berkata...

tp tetap ak yg plg disayangi..muahaha..plus..he asked for me...remember??

*@t!q@h* berkata...

when????cannot remember....huhuhu