when atiqah start crying...hehehehe

1:00 a.m...
nape takleh tdo ni...huhuhuhu..

tbe2 teringat kt adik2 yg masing2 len prangai....
tp de 1 persamaan,snang kne 'paw' ngn sy..hehehhe

hmmm,b frankly,i juz miss our dulu2 nye moment...
sahur ramai2..mata sembab2...mke bengang sbb kne kejut..
borak sampai kol 4 pg...bergusti sampai waktu sahur...
men kusyen(tu je mainan ktrg dlu)hehehehe...
men gasing,men mercun,men kreta tamia...what else???:(

bila berbuka,duduk semeja n borak2...
semua makanan tu adalah perkongsian sbb kte bukn org 'senang' kn...
huhuhuhuhu

but now,bila de org dtg bru terasa meriah...
now bangun sahur tak cm dlu...senyap sunyi je...
ayah n umi tak mkn nasi...
dorg dgn herbalife tu...(nk gmbira ke sedih??)..neutral...
adik2 plak skang ni dh ssh nk berkongsi ye...yela hidup dh mewah kn...
tak mcm zaman akk n abg dorg dlu...

i juz realize that skrg sy jaraaaaaaaaannngggg senyum n ketawa....
ske wt kje sendiri..
sometimes perasan jgk ayah n umi cuba buat sy ketawa...but i'm juz smileee....
thats all i can do...hmmmmm...y???
is that becoz i miss all my adik2 yg jauuuhhhh....
duno y..but rse cm tak mau rye...nk puasa je trus....
coz puasa ni terasa lbh tenang...klo tak de je yg tak kne...:(

tp plek kn ble adik2 yg dkt sni balik,i juz lpe 'mke masam'...
merayap dgn dorg...ngn abg...they make me smile....
myb sbb sy sunyi kot...entah...
i juz feel like crying when i wrote this...hehehe..:)
ari pertama puasa,faiz cll dr hostel kejut kami sahur...
n u know what happen to me,sy knekn dia n bg dia jelez ngn lauk yg umi masak...
i juz say to him that,'balik r klo nk mkn..bru best'...
when emi balik 'wei gemuknye ko!!' hehehehe...
ble dorg nk balik hostel,rse cm sunyi balik....
kdg2 klo terlalu rse sunyi sgt,sy ajak abg keluar...
tp yg pasti setiap kli adik2 de kt umah,mmg sy akan ajak dorg keluar...tu tabiat baru sejak de kreta ni..hhehehehe..

n special to my dude...the environment of home sweet home r totally diffrent now...
keadaan sebagai rumah org dewasa yg tak riuh...ohhhh...sgt sunyiiiii...
n that y ur little brother n sister like that....

but b frankly,i love my family...
dan saha bahagia dgn mereka walaupun semua dh dewasa n jauhh...huhuhu...

its time to sleep...
tomorrow kne cool down bcoz nk g medical checkup...
so esk MC!!!..wehuuuu..hehehhe..